Greetings to everyone who come through my blog :)
Well when i go through other people's blog, i just find my story just like a movie amongst millions. And yeah now im realising Rajinikanth's punch ( just an idiom) dialogues! Now, being just 19 years old, im already being deterred with myself. Once upon a time, i was only acquainted with my weakness, but now, Weakness is like a very good friend of mine. And you may ask, what your best friend does? Yes, my best friend keeps telling me "you're good for nothing". Now im beginning to sound like the weakest person on earth jus like the teeth of 95 year old :P. But even now if i look back at my life ,its just like a story with its share of laughs , tears,triumphs , dissapointments , ridicule , pain and joy.
I see that even though I tend to look at the world as if i am the central pin of the world with all this stuff happening around me, im not.i am just one of billions of people ,each one living his or her story.Everybody thinks his/her is "THE" story.but if i step back a little and see at my life from the outside ,like another person would , i find i am just a little peg in this big thing we call the world.and my story would see its last too one day.
So i just want to have a good time.or as jim carrey wud say , a "Gooodd!!" Life.Life is not an exam to be cracked for me. Just live life,just have a good laugh , love and be loved.take it easy.
I don't want my story to look like a research project.I don't want it to have many complications.I dont want it to have too many intense and soul searching moments.Not the story where a villain beats me blue for 90% of my life till at the climax , i rise like a phoenix to be a memorable victor just like it happens in Tamil cinemas:P
I don't need to win the world.I dont want my statues to be erected all over the place with pigeons dropping their digested breakfasts over my stony head.I dont want to be applauded with the world falling at my feet.
I just want my story to look like a little and light romantic comedy.A few tears and more laughs.Hugs and smiles.A little simple sweet story with no villains.Where the president of Microsoft doesnt know me but my neighbour thinks of me as a nice girl .I wud just be content to have a house full of laughs, satisfied parents and a husband who thinks i am tolerable(am i tolerable , silly ? ;) too early to think!! ).
I wud love just to sit with my family on a chirpy sunday afternoon.having a good time teasing and laughing.eating a yummy (and cheap) lunch and a cool chocolate icecream as the dessert( n i wont share it ,got that ?).
A little house with trees around.with music playing and love and trust in the hearts of my loved ones.....oops , 3..2..1..bam ! back to reality now. :-O
Am i unambitious ? Is there some problem in my head ? Some of you would term me a coward.one who doesn't have the passion and the killer instinct. Thats not it, more than the overwhelming thoughts shared above, i feel im pretty confident about what i want to do in my future. Hope my best friend doesn't trouble me more! and now since i've jus completed my teen age, and that i have several more years to crash the walls of hell ( i'd rather hope it to be heaven :P ), im pretty sure what im doing :)
But I won't let myself be sucked into any mean and fast rat race , if that's the concept of life for anybody.I want my life to sound like a little , sweet n love -filled symphony.may not be noticed by the world , but sweet nevertheless.Thats cool.
Well when i go through other people's blog, i just find my story just like a movie amongst millions. And yeah now im realising Rajinikanth's punch ( just an idiom) dialogues! Now, being just 19 years old, im already being deterred with myself. Once upon a time, i was only acquainted with my weakness, but now, Weakness is like a very good friend of mine. And you may ask, what your best friend does? Yes, my best friend keeps telling me "you're good for nothing". Now im beginning to sound like the weakest person on earth jus like the teeth of 95 year old :P. But even now if i look back at my life ,its just like a story with its share of laughs , tears,triumphs , dissapointments , ridicule , pain and joy.
I see that even though I tend to look at the world as if i am the central pin of the world with all this stuff happening around me, im not.i am just one of billions of people ,each one living his or her story.Everybody thinks his/her is "THE" story.but if i step back a little and see at my life from the outside ,like another person would , i find i am just a little peg in this big thing we call the world.and my story would see its last too one day.
So i just want to have a good time.or as jim carrey wud say , a "Gooodd!!" Life.Life is not an exam to be cracked for me. Just live life,just have a good laugh , love and be loved.take it easy.
I don't want my story to look like a research project.I don't want it to have many complications.I dont want it to have too many intense and soul searching moments.Not the story where a villain beats me blue for 90% of my life till at the climax , i rise like a phoenix to be a memorable victor just like it happens in Tamil cinemas:P
I don't need to win the world.I dont want my statues to be erected all over the place with pigeons dropping their digested breakfasts over my stony head.I dont want to be applauded with the world falling at my feet.
I just want my story to look like a little and light romantic comedy.A few tears and more laughs.Hugs and smiles.A little simple sweet story with no villains.Where the president of Microsoft doesnt know me but my neighbour thinks of me as a nice girl .I wud just be content to have a house full of laughs, satisfied parents and a husband who thinks i am tolerable(am i tolerable , silly ? ;) too early to think!! ).
I wud love just to sit with my family on a chirpy sunday afternoon.having a good time teasing and laughing.eating a yummy (and cheap) lunch and a cool chocolate icecream as the dessert( n i wont share it ,got that ?).
A little house with trees around.with music playing and love and trust in the hearts of my loved ones.....oops , 3..2..1..bam ! back to reality now. :-O
Am i unambitious ? Is there some problem in my head ? Some of you would term me a coward.one who doesn't have the passion and the killer instinct. Thats not it, more than the overwhelming thoughts shared above, i feel im pretty confident about what i want to do in my future. Hope my best friend doesn't trouble me more! and now since i've jus completed my teen age, and that i have several more years to crash the walls of hell ( i'd rather hope it to be heaven :P ), im pretty sure what im doing :)
But I won't let myself be sucked into any mean and fast rat race , if that's the concept of life for anybody.I want my life to sound like a little , sweet n love -filled symphony.may not be noticed by the world , but sweet nevertheless.Thats cool.
